Nitole_lynn (nitole_lynn) wrote,

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On Tuesday my mother's cleaners caught on fire. The building has to be torn down. My mom has worked there for almost 25 years now and her life has been completely turned upside down. It is madness. I don't know what is going to happen, where my mom is going to work plus my dad is having issues w/his work. My cousin is now in the court system and may be going to jail (worst case scenario). All of this is killing me. It seems like everyone around me has some kind of chaos going on in their life. I don't know. I know that everything will be alright but this just sucks. I do not deal w/these types of things well, it’s like mentally I can't handle these things. I really think that I need a counselor or some kind of professional to tell me that I am crazy and give me something to help. I don't want to live off of drugs but maybe something to take the edge off and help me focus. Urgh. I am a nut job. I would be afraid that they would be like; stop bitching there is nothing wrong go away. i must go
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