I think that there is a chemical reaction in my brain that kicks in, so when I am sad it overcompensates and makes me act like a nutball. That has to be it!! I am so torn right now. I want to have Roy back. I want to be us again. And now, I can not have him. I can not stand this. I have broken his love for me and now he doesn't want anyone esp. me. He is just not that in to me I guess. See there I go again making jokes.
2 days till I can go to Salem :) :) Yay !!!! Love you, Love